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hidayat & aemyra



now or never


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keampunan.
26 September 2008 ( 1:09 AM )

i feel so bad. i feel like slapping myself.

sesungguhnya banyak dugaan dan cabaran.
yang harus ditempuhi,
i shall learn from this and change for the better.
Especially di bulan yang syawal yang bakal menjelang ini.
Inilah masanya,
untuk manusia meminta keampunan akan kesalahan
yang pernah dilakukan
memohon keampunan dari tuhan yang maha esa
dan
kepada orang2 yang pernah dilukakan hatinya.

i know i can change,

well,
i sound like my mother already.
i just break the news to my mother that i would working that 7-3am shift.
and guess what my mom say?

"kau ni bulan bulan macam gini kau kerje malam2 bukan nak buat amal ibadat"
-the mother

*kena straight to teh face *slap myself*

i miss boyfriend.
*slap myself again*

imisshughughimtighttight!!
ifeelsobadforhurtinghimiknowheverythedissapointedwithme
andiknowidissapointedhimalotalotandalotoftimealready.Iknow
hesayangmealotandirealyaprreciatehimandallthethingshehaddone
idontknowhowishalrepayallthethinghehaddone.butsomehowidontknow
whatswrongwithme.sayang,iloveyoualot.andyouknowiloveyoulikealotlot
haiyaifeelsobad.everytimeithinkaboutit,iwanttocry.idintmeantobreakyour
heart.ifeellikeshitalready.sometimesijustbreakdownandidontknowwhattodo.
andiactedlikeshit.godhelpme.


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